Random Thought

So, I haven’t posted anything for quite a while, and today is one of the best occasions to write something as there’s a blackout here, and by the time you are reading this, I might be stressed out about something that I’m doing but it doesn’t go anywhere. Forget it for a minute, let’s focus on what I’m about to share.

Quite often we hear people say ‘Be who you are’, or ‘listen to your heart’. Of course, people who say this have good intention and they want to help you make decision that are best for you, but often, when we ask people for advice, we are confused and get lost in the situation. It’s hard to realize who we are, and actually we evolve over time, who we were are not related to who we are and in some particular situation we don’t know who we are, what we want, or what’s best for us.

Be who you want to be. You have role models. They are people you look up to or admire from a distance. They can be anyone. They may have things you wish for yourself or they share the same values of life. I think you know what I’m talking about when I mention role models. For me, I have many. I don’t have any particular person that I love completely. I love one thing of this person, but not his overall self and admire other’s opinion and their struggle. I admire people’s values, their characteristics and personalities. 

I worked as a tax consultant at one of the biggest audit firms. It was my first job after stepping out of university. Life was hard. I had to deal with some of the least friendly people. What is worse is I had to work with them without having money under the table. My skin got thickened, work was never done, and pressure was heavier when I was in the peak season.
It was not always storm and thunder. During my 6 months working, I met a few government officers that are very helpful, willing to listen, and very cooperative. I didn’t often meet them, but when I did, I told myself to be one of these people. Hard to find, good to be around and loved by those who meet them.

There was a man working in an IT room in tax department. I asked him if I could meet the other officer, I was told he was absent. He asked if there was anything he could help, I told him why I was there and he, who was very helpful, took my documents, went downstairs and asked other officers in charge. I was grateful. Very grateful.

The goodness in people will not make them stupid though quite often we are manipulated and are told that life doesn’t work that way. But doesn’t the world need more of these people? We hate that we are cheated and lied to, but often, we choose not to be honest.  


You decide what to do, you are free to do so ‘cus whatever you choose, you will get the consequences. Sometimes we ask for people’s advice, and definitely they will not be able to completely understand how you feel and what you are going through, but hey, these people spend time to listen to your story, they are there when you need people to talk to. You may tell you things that you don’t want to hear, but it’s the idea of people from a clear mind would do if they are in the situation. Take it or leave it. 

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